patience

i smoked a thousand cigarettes-
understood
i had to talk
slower
think
slower
breathe
slower
be
slower
look
and
learn
to get
any better

patience

i smoked a thousand cigarettes-
understood
i had to talk
slower
think
slower
breathe
slower
be
slower
look
and
learn
to get
any better

sadlilgirl

are you lonely?
yes, very
i want to luv so much

coming down
off amphetamines
is totally miserable
without benzos

the fine

art
who understands art
anything can be a love poem
define love
me
who understands me
anything can be me
define me

a love poem

i was happy
all of the sudden
yet i couldn't stop drinking out of habit
spilling beer on my pants
frightened
i was happy while everything was in shambles
i was miserable without pain
my clothes smelled of beer the morning after
a sudden realisation of opportunities lost
gave me strength to see what i had won
i was happy
all of the sudden
when i looked at your crying face

i hid the tear behind a nose scratch

let's say i wanted to sleep outside today
love on a rainy day
bittersweet
heart clenching
let's say i found the cure
but it's too late
fatality
fate