incapacitated

i want me a tall boy with lean arms
i want me a stocky asian woman (md student)
i want me a scottish lad with a strong jaw
i want me a surly anorexic long haired girl
i want a jesting, flirting bissexual blond

what i truly want
you
but
i
can't
get
you

ache

i hurt myself
dancing
but i hurt more
quiet

three poems and a funeral

please don't do anything for me
i wouldn't have done alive
don't publish my poems
don't cherish my life
don't fucking
love me

post mortem

i'm not
by any chance
worthy of being written of
in fact
don't let this silly
nostalgic people
write remembrances
on my fucking
facebook wall

requiem

all you may write of me
will never do me honors
i am sick fuck
lone creep
despicable
little thing
tiny bits
of me
all
i'll
ever
be

it is what it is

this is it
i have died
unknown
all alone
looking
at this
white
low
wall