august night

the crickets are cricketing
the storm is storming
i play a play
yo do you

death consumerism

how self absorbed do you have to be
to sport the idea that

the world doesn’t exist until we look at it

FULLY
          AUTOMATED
                                 LUXURY
                                               GAY
                                                       SPACE
                                                                   COMMUNISM
                                                                                         Goodbye

gentleman prefer blondes

big blonde jawed shark
you can eat me whole
bite chew swallow me
you big big brute
tower over me and
possess me

scared

i was never very good at anything
i was just sufficiently drunk
no to care

adolescence

there's something sordid
about furtively leaving
in the dead of the night
away from the house
i've wanted to build
from the home i've broken
and surreptitiously
waddling back into
my grandma's house

heaven

a sea of aborted fetuses
sticky spongy red blobs
soulless but in the lord's
arms

the cake was alcoholic: poison

i'm sorry i've killed you
when i was grieving my mother

eat pray love

the white heroine
saves all the poor
i can't even describe them
i'm as privileged as her
the poor ethnic people?
she... saves them?
and then...
maybe she figures out
she has to save herself
by this "helping others" thing
so she goes to whatdafayacallit
orientalize it all you want
and she's still afraid
of love of course
of loving herself
to fall in love with someone else
cause that's why you love yourself
to be able to fall in love
right?
but this white maybe a little brown
hot sexy latin if that's better with you
this figured out fuck boi
comes to save her
and inform her
that she's not letting herself open up
to loooooveeeeee
well fuck love

(they get together by the way
but i feel it really doesn't work)