10 doomed people who are obviously dating a crazy person

i will starve myself to death for you
endure slavery bend my knees
i'm sending you a map
on my carved skin

fleas

i used to wait out
awake
for hours
turning
tossing
watching
the same
shit
over
and
over
for
you

i
still
do

faulty

i don't like to talk
my problems
are mine

addicted to you

seeking behaviour
constant craving
adrenaline fueled
        encounter

immediate gratification
post administration
             heightened
         dopaminetic
       activity

upon cessation of use
the subject experiences
              dysregulation
dopamine decrease
       until
   the release
          of
   saline mucose

our chemistry
          is
substance use
    disorder